the end of fall2008

It has been a monumental semester.
Voted for the first time.
Three Cheers for President Elect Barack Obama.
Learned a lot about myself...
put my portfolio up on behance.
http://behance.net/Vistatechnologic
(VISIT IT!)
i plan on launching a website soon as well.
I alsooooooooooo

PLAN ON BLOGGING REGULARLY.

tales of a collegiate hustler will resume in JANUARY
=]

Fate

The concept can be bewildering if you follow it closely.
I'll just say that the Watershed Watch program was amazing.
New Hampshire was pretty decent.
Smiles is the best.
Networking and showcasing your talent gets you awesome opportunities

and i'm ready to go back to school.


=]

tsk. well.

So i guess this means forget you huh?
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I slept so good today. I had stuff to do this afternoon but I said screw it in the name of
great rest. I'm about to try to OD on sleep to be honest. I don't have a reason to be up late so I will be catching that junt earrrrly.

BTW, i'm trying my best to reconcile.
It's a peace thing. I guess I can't make everyone like me,
but I can try
for the sake of relationship/friendship saving.

I saw so&so today,
I don't know why people think that they can
belittle you and then still be someone you wish to
interact with.
That's a mess.
Get it together.

Anyways man,
I'm just not going to sweat anything hard.

&lol.
I guess
we pass them to arrrrrrab

substitute Lover

I'm still tired.
But why is it that when you're really ready...
Super ready...
All you can get is substitute Lovers?
Think about it.

exhaustion

I'm so tired.
I've been fighting sleep all day.
There's just so much going on.
I want to be strong, and successful so i dive head first in to my school stuff
but i also want to be there for my family
and i want to pursue a relationship
and yaddaa yadddaa yada
it's too much dred.

I'm just thinking,
"lakeshia try your best, do as much as you can but don't over do it! Pray!
Keep Jesus in the forefront! It's just one more month"
But man, I don't know sometimes. I really don't know.
I just want to be happy...
keep a happy balance between the important things in my life
God, school, family, love, and happiness.
I'm working on it.

God give me the strength to get through,
give me the strength to love,
the strength to care for others
and give me the strength
to be happy.

Incredible FTW! (for the win)

Some people are incredible. & in no way do i mean that in a "they are so amazing" type of way.
Incredible as in,
they have such nerve & audacity.

I know my mouth/font gets me in to trouble sometimes. And that's because i get a kick out of flirting & things of that nature. I tend to give off the impression that i'm interested & really....
i'm not.
Word up.
I'm so blunt.
When i want something i go after it.
&when I'm nervous//giggly... i'm pensive
scared.. and wish that I could bring that bluntness to that person...

Any other time though?
lol.
I apologize.
I apologize to each and every person that took my kindness, my flirtiness, my freshness..
for more than it was.
I guess that's why I don't mess w/ relationships. "Cuz i speak so reckless lawl"

seriously.
Sometimes i'm not shit.
Sorry.
Sometimes niggas ain't shit.
They sorry.
But hey, what can I say.
When i'm ready, and 100 percent sure, and not afraid..
I'll take it there, & i won't flirt no mo'

Infinite Possibilities

Oh the woes that choices bring.
Selection the process that Monotony rings.

Oh the woes that two over one.
Surely a decision would help overcome.

Oh the woes that choices bring.

You know i'd rather have neither.
And silence the thing.